Hot & Cold

So the last time I tried to make a post, it all got deleted so I just gave up on that one. Basically things weren't exactly going right between me and Corbin. But for this post, I have just the opposite to say about our relationship. Things are great! He came up to see me on Sunday and we went out to lunch then came back to my room and took a bunch of pictures with my webcam. It was a lot of fun. We never do that but that day we took cute ones and silly ones. We were matching (not on purpose!) and my hair looked the way I wanted it to. Then it got even better when his mother called to say that she would be spending the night with his brother Coy while moving back into boarding school. This gave us more time to spend together so we went back to his house and had more fun ;) I have discovered that we can never make it through one day together without getting in some sort of fight or spat but we worked it out like we always do. Overall I'd call it a perfect day for me and him.

It still bothers me that our relationship is so bi-polar though. Either we're mushy and gushy in love to the point where we make people sick; like we're permanently in the "honeymoon stage" of our relstionship. Or we're in this huge fight where no one wants to surrender and we just play the blame game till we've had enough and then finally find a way to resolve the problem. Whenever I think of how to describe our hot&cold mess, I often make the comparison between us and Allie and Noah from the movie The Notebook. In it, the couple has an undoubted chemistry that almost instantly attracts them. But at the same time, the passion between them doesn't account for their personalities which clash throughout their relationship. While they have their own problems, they also have people around them saying that they shouldn't be together; that they're not a proper couple. So what determines whether someone is right for another? Is it logic and facts that others have a way of pointing out? Or is it that insane passionate love for a person that makes you a good match? After two years and with all that me and Corbin have been through...I still don't have any answers.