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My head is hurting sooo bad right now. It's been killing me for the past two days and nothing is working. Normally around this "time of the month" it only lasts like 1 day. But this pain is no joke and my head would really like some peace. That's why Im on the computer at 2 in the morning. I mean usually I stay up this late anyway, but I was actually tired tonight and I promised my bf that I would go to bed early. Unfortunately I had to let him down. The throbbing of my temples would not let me sleep and then I wasn't tired anymore. That's how I ended up here. Bored, lonely, and in pain. My eyelids are heavy but my body won't allow me to enter dreamland :( I have to say this is pretty depressing. Im supposed to be getting up early tomorrow because me and my mother are going shopping for school while sales are going on and Im going to be running on no sleep. Surprisingly, Im usually fine doing that. But come time for me to go to work...Im dreading the thought as we speak. Im gonna be dead and the only one there so there's no one to pile the work onto :/ The more I talk about it, the more I want to curl up in the fetus position and never get up.